I apologize for the language but this song has been on repeat for the past week. There is so much power behind the words. For a lot of my life I have tried to be normal, to fit in with the crowd, which eventually lead to my down fall. I always felt so ashamed of my depression like it meant that I wasn't strong enough to keep it together. But one day I just reached the point of realizing that I was tired of being "normal". I started telling people my story and accepting myself the way I was, crazy, broken, and beautiful. I stopped fighting myself and allowed myself to be me instead who society wanted me to be and that's where I am now. I still find myself living my life for others and trying to be who they want me but I am getting better at just allowing me to be me.
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